2012
Not really feeling anything at the moment.
So many things have changed..
(2010’s countdown’s still vivid in my mind.)
2011 was such a painful year of growth and change.
Getting used to things, growing to accept people, feeling so much confusion and insecurity, being relieved of 2 years’ worth of burdens, finally drawing closer to God again and finding a bit more happiness and clarity.
Painful, but still very thankful for everything/everyone.
Found my other-self Joy who helped me through a large part of this year.
Even words fail to express my full, immense gratitude but for all it’s worth, thanks for being there through all my ups and downs, dear friend. :)
Mel, Fanny and Sok. Hahaha my dear XYWM peepz. We’ve survived, and we’ll continue surviving AND thriving. Can’t imagine life without any of them.
So very thankful for Jamie and Sam too, for sowing so much into my life and counseling me through all my inexplicable and overwhelming emo-ness and guiding me along until I finally broke through that glass ceiling. :)
Spent countdown last night looking at everybody and feeling like I couldn’t have asked for any better way to spend the night.
Stayover at Fanny’s house with Jamie, Huishan, Mel and Simin was really nice too :)
2012. So many things to grow into again.
This year… I just don’t want to disappoint myself.
