January 2012
33 posts
Step out in faith! Do not limit yourself; do not limit God! Miracles shall happen! :) x Really love hanging out with my leaders! Spent time alone with Sam, then Jamie today! So blessed, really learnt a lot from them even though it was just a short while spent around them. Gonna keep growing man. So inspired :) :)
“We can cross rivers with our will”
Heart skipped a beat
Mere projections of a yearning So acute it literally aches Enough to stop an object in motion If even for a split second This is a possibility That has captured me And will not let me go Your image has been superimposed engraved seared on/into my mind’s vision So tell me, how do you escape from what lies under your lids?
Why?
Because this life is Yours, not mine. Surrendered as a vessel to be used… Hosanna in the highest.
Wake up, wake up. With You, every moment is new. Ever thankful, ever in awe.
Wld really hate myself if I actually turn out to be a person who loves turning the topic around to myself and just go on and on and on about my own life. Like, especially when somebody else is obviously having a shitty time, and there I am going on about how the crap I’m going through is worse. Argh please don’t ever become some self-absorbed brat waiiz
I haven’t got everything, and I’m not perfect, and I feel so much like I don’t deserve a lot of what I get these days anymore, be they good or bad, but I think it’s really not about me anymore, is it? Done with being self-absorbed. I refuse to go back to being that stupid, sad person. Dear you, Seeing and feeling such frustration only because I know how painful and tiring...
CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT GETTING A KORG M50!!! Shucks really really wanting my own keyboard/synthesizer so badly nowww. $$$$$ i do not have though, sadly. Argh dying to go keyboard shopping!
Too independent, too reluctant to draw closer and form any emotional attachments.
The past 10 years made me who I am today.
Wish this was easier, really really do.
Break me, mould me..
Things I (currently) love
Skinny ankles
Hello Kitty
Peanut butter-and-chocolate on anything
The colours blue and green
Words
Books
Stars and galaxies and anything else in space
Things that glitter
Jack’s Mannequin
Every other band in my special playlists in my iPod
X
Just felt like compiling that and feel happy thinkg about (some of the) things I would want to wake up to everyday. :)
I think I need a...
Not feeling so good about things all of a sudden. :( Stupid thoughts stop appearing out of nowhere and spoiling my perfect moments of joy. Go away go away imma pray you away NOW.
I am pathetic can’t believe I derive joy from reading about other people’s lives (PEOPLE I DO NOT KNOW BTW). spazzing over my fav couple right now i am such a stalker hahahaahah shucks. - So very happy when I see all the new people coming into the CG.. Good ground, open hearts, all ready to be planted. God really really moves when we pray! Ever thankful to You Jesus! Really love the...
I can hear your voice in my head. Clear as day, loud as thunder. :)
It’s been a good 5 years with You, God :) Through all my valleys and mountains, You’ve led me every step of the way. Even in my darkest moments when I was faltering, Your presence and peace would still come upon me, reminding me that I’ll get through it all with You. Feel so blessed, loved, protected. Looking forward to so much more! Time for me to be used as a vessel of Your...
2012
Not really feeling anything at the moment. So many things have changed.. (2010’s countdown’s still vivid in my mind.) 2011 was such a painful year of growth and change. Getting used to things, growing to accept people, feeling so much confusion and insecurity, being relieved of 2 years’ worth of burdens, finally drawing closer to God again and finding a bit more happiness and...
December 2011
72 posts
Whenever I read someone's work that doesn't use...
bmoviequeen:
this-lostangeleslife:
If I were writing a will and I said,
“Bill, Greg and Bob get my money split equally,”
poor Greg and Bob would have to split a half among themselves, while Bill gets to keep the other half. But, if I write,
“Bill, Greg, and Bob get my money split equally,”
then Bill, Greg, and Bob each get a third. Long live the Oxford Comma.
I really, really ought to live in isolation as a hermit. Utterly undeserving of the people around me… I’m such a wreck/terror, honestly. My poor family/friends… Forever having to put up with all my emo/angst. ): Wondering for the millionth time why I am the way I am. Why. Do. I. Suck. So. Much??? ): ): ): - Sorry to those I’ve unintentionally hurt while being...
Why do I think/feel so much all the damn time?
I just end up making things hard for myself and for the people around me.
):
Woke up with a joyful song in my heart!
Can’t stop marvelling at His goodness and mercy.
:) :)
Gg to Pulau Ubin now! Exciteddd
I am unworthy, but You are so, so good. Thank You God for everything You’ve placed in my life/blessed me with! Never fail to be amazed by Your timing, and how You always have something better than what I originally planned/wanted. :) Living in Your love.. x Excited to start work next week! Gonna be so stretched but I can’t wait! Ytd and tdy were awesome. Packed to the max with outings...
Just be faithful and stop. Thinking. So. Much.
Being quietly happy is good enough for me.
Listening to Atlas Hands and feeling a surge of nostalgia/melancholy. Soundtrack to a part of my life I’ll always hold close to my heart and miss dearly :) - So this Christmas, I missed out on presents, Home Alone reruns and turkey.
“Truth is, I’ve been thirsty my whole life.” - After 5 years, still blown away by Christmas services. Never loses its novelty, when you know how significant it all really is. Testimonies were so powerful and beautifully crafted. Sermon was simple, but life-changing. Couldn’t have asked for a better way to spend X’mas eve; looking forward to tomorrow too! Lives have...
Crazy day today! Met Huimin at OC to get stuff, then went down to Bugis with her and Sam to surprise Sok, then zoomed down to Katong to sing K with Edmond and Alvin, then went with them to church to make SP a get well soon card, then headed to Pasir Ris with them and Jamie to surprise Daphne and Jason Li, and finally now home. Physically exhausted, but feeling v v v happy and accomplished :)...
H8hwctyrsmlsnvrflstbrghtnmdypndvnthghknwt’smpssbl… jstdn’tcrnymr. :D Inexplicable glee teehee
Hateeeee being sick! Feeling like I’m wasting my entire day ):